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bedroom oh bedroom

Earlier i wrote about nak cari bed side lamp table. I found it finally though i compromise a little bit on the spec since aku agak kedekut lately.

Now, i want to makeover my bedroom. I think it has no zen so not good for yours truly. My sister pun cakap my bedroom tak cun. When i bought the house, it comes with all fittings and fixtures so i just bawak masuk bed and my clothes saja. I actually dont really like the master bedroom even then..guestrooms are much more nicer than my own room.

I guess now it's already hightime for me to do something to the room. Change fengshui a little bit, make it more romantic..who knows i might get "lucky".. if u know what i mean..hahahahahaha

The problem is i'm lack of ideas .. so as usual, i got a help from Mr Google ler.. got few reference here

I love this bedroom. It fulfilled all my specs..well lit, bright, simple yet classy. And look at the mirror on top of the headboard..errr i will let my imagination running wild of it's real function..heeee..

This is much simpler..my verdict..biasa biasa saja..so let's strike out ths sample..how come i compare all yg ada mirror facing the bed saja nih..

The bedroom is very simplejust play with the colour of bedsheet, curtains and quilt cover saja..it look nice right..

I like this as well..It looks so comfy..tapi what the heck with the curtain atas katil tu..strange

Dah pening dah check what i wanna do with the bedroom..Easy way out get ID to do it kot..but aku kedekut how ler..

Snapshot of my weekend

Last weekend is a lazy yet fulfilled weekend. On Saturday went to a good fren wedding. Since husband not around and sister working, i drag my brother. hehehe kesian him kena buli dengan kakak. Such a beautiful event and both bride and groom looks good. Agak nak menangis when we sesat in Seremban town yang so confusing.

At nite visit my dying uncle at hospital.. Kesian Ayah Chik...panjang cerita dia and looking at him made me think of my father. Adakah nasib abah akan sama macam nasib ayah chik. Left his children when they still small for a younger woman and bila dah tua and sakit, the same children that he left at the end yang jaga dia. Indeed it is a sad day for me.

Now something happy. Watch Julie and Julia yesterday afternoon. That movie has awaken my old desire to be a good cook. Once upon a time, my dream is to open a cafe that soo cozy, the guests dont feel like leaving. I always love cooking and baking..hmmmm copcop..i should rephrase..i dont really like cooking but i like to try recipes. And since most of the foods that i make turn up to be good, being a kiasu person, it is always a pleasure to boast about it heeee.
Watch that movie, made me think that i maybe have to do the same..

I have always made local cuisines, italian and desserts in a form of pudding and cakes. French foods are expensive and so delicate and delicious. If and i mean if i can cook french foods it will be such an accomplishment for kiasu yours truly.

Since i like to entertain and have frens/family coming over for lunch and dinner, think i should try this and made them as my food tester...I will let you all know if i'm going ahead with this project..which remind me of my next party is tea party whc i suppose to make breads and scones and pie and cakes..oh my

Back to civilization ?

Yesterday yours truly back to work. First day biasa la not so busy, catching up with my staffs on some issues and sort things out.

After long leave, macam2 had happened. Wowww..i think new office is not good fengshui..For the time first time, i feel and view a very2 bad office politiking. Not going to talk about it now since so many. Let me just enjoy working peacefully and calmy in ths very good morning. Till then...Ciao

I will not compromise..

Cheh tajuk macam iyo-yo-or je..hahaha

Semenjak jadi lady of leisure, i hv many ample time to do things yang i cant do masa kerja sebab aku gila kerja. But since aku sakit, i can only do the things that i wanna do in my mind saja hehehe.. Anyway, thts for the past 5 weeks. This week i feel better, the pain is not so visible anymore, so yesterday i went shopping yayyy.

But the problem with my shopping trip is whenever i have things to buy mesti tak jumpa. Last time i will settled for anything even when i don't like it but not anymore. Now i have patient to not to buy until i found the one that exactly like i want.

So what i need now is a face mirror and table lamp. No compromise, i want the design, size and colour exactly like what i saw in magazine.. So selagi tak jumpa aku akan tak jemu2 bershopping and menghabiskan duit ke benda2 yg tak diperlukan sebab barang nak beli x jumpa...yelar kena la ada habis otherwise sia2 je bayar parking.. But i got time..time next thursday when i have to go back to work ... don't know itu whether yay or nay

Desperate housewife ?

I love the view from my bedroom as it's facing the green garden. Ths area is very quiet even on weekend, it's always feel tranquil and serene here. Sometimes it's too quiet, my sister called my place as retiree place.

View from my bedroom. I hate the curtain. Nak tukar tapi tak tertukar2 lagi.

My favourite hang-out area, the dining area. Kat sini la aku buat kerja and at the same time can watch tv also. Curtain itu pun aku tak suka but my husband like it. So for time being it will stay.

Ini view from living room. Since now aku tengah cuti lama and tak sakit sangat macam mula2 lepas operation tu, i have time to jadi gossip girl aka desperate housewives. Lower house at the right belong to young chinese couple, jarang nampak. Atas tu rumah couple melayu. Ada 2 anak kecik. Wife pagi2 pi kerja macam biasa but husband dia x kerja. Tiap ari dok kat rumah jer aku tengok. So untuk berbaik sangka, i assume he work from home ler..hehehe

Left houses, atas bawah belong to old chinese couple. Rumah atas tu tiap2 malam, a not so young guy +- mid 30s, i assume anak dia datang hantar foods. Yg best almost everynite datang naik keta lain2 and yang pastinya semua keta yg mahal2 la.. So far aku dah tengok dia datang naik Merc CLK200, CLS hitam, ada BMW F10 yg baru. Accord pun ada..

Maybe betul la what my sister said, area rumah aku ni meant for old people to stay sebab tu very quiet, serene and tranquil..hah.

Cure for neck pain

Kong Xi Fatt Choy to all my chinese frens. Hope ths rabit year will bring you health, love and properity. For a tiger like yours truly, all signs shows that it will not be a good year for me. But a stubborn tiger will not listen and believe to all this nonsense horoscope. Work hard and smart and we will get what we want in life.

Last few days ago, i had a serious neck pain or melayu cakap salah bantal..seriously, it is sooo painful. Never kena before and being a person who scared of pain, it was a torture for me. Can't sleep, can't eat, semua benda tak boleh buat.

I tried all tips and petua orang tua..So who said that petua tu berkesan memangla mengarut..I've tried tepuk bantal, jemur bantal, tepuk bantal kat tengkok, selawat la..everything..but semua tak jadi.. By the third day cannot tahan anymore especially when i had a sleepless night that previous nite, my husband brought me to see the doctor. Unfortunately, the dr just a painkiller injection which reduce the pain for a while. He give some painkiller pill and relaxer pill..but it's all temporary. He said i just have to bare the pain for another 1-2 days as the urat bengkak and will reduce sendiri. OMG, I'm looking for immediate permanent cure.

At last, i found a cure in sinseh medicine..I totally forgot about chinese traditional medicine. Luckily my SIL who's visiting from JB ask me to tried it. Miracle it is, my husband brought back 2 herbs in pill forms and a box of "koyok". That nite, the pain is lesser and by the next morning, the throbbing feel is gone.

Today, i'm totally fine. Yes the stiffness is still there but the throbbing pain is no longer there.

So, sapa2 yang salah bantal tu instead of buat all the nonsense petua, go to sinseh and ask them to help you. Insya Allah berkesan :-)

Social network

Wanted to watch social network tapi belum ada masa yg sesuai...Cehh what a statement as if i'm so busy whilst actually i just sitting down doing nothing except for reading books (as per my dr advise) or watching tv saja. My sis dah belikan dvd but yet to find a suitable time. Yes lor..nak watch movie kena ada mood yg sesuai otherwise won't enjoy it.

Recently i got connected to my primary schoolmates masa darjah 5&6. Being anak askar we always moving around. So masa darjah 5 & 6, aku sekolah kat kampung in Kelantan. At that time my dad been posted to Sg Petani camp if not mistaken and mom decided not to follow. I'm glad to see that some of my classmates are doing really well. Well, considering we are from kampung and study in sekolah kampung with all the not so privilege facilities, when some of them are doing well in life, i'm so proud.

Found out that 2 of my classmates has passed away. One by cancer and another 1 in an accident. Al Fatihah to them.

Back to social network. Being just a normal person, i'm glad actually we have facebook. I am now connected to many of my friends who i have lost contact for years. Like i said, being anak askar, we move around very often. So i have many friends who i have lost touch. Thanks to facebook, now we are connected.

New year..new layout

Hah..puas ati aku. finally i changed my layout..i hate previous layout but too lazy to get a new one.

So time being while i'm searching for the one that i will like let's stick to something simpe. Nak download ikut my mobile pun senang sikit. Tak ada la bertahun nak tunggu.

Still a lady of leisure

I went to removed the jahit last 2 days ago. Told my gynea, dr aziz tht i cannot stand sitting down do nothing. Quote wht he said " u can sit down and read books" cheh.. So sarcastic. Gynea aku ni most of the time, aku suka dia but ada jugak at certain time aku menyampah. Tau ler dia tu popular.. But among all gyneas yg aku pernah jumpa datuk dr aziz ni ler yg aku paling suka n paling confident. Also aku selalu lupa to address him properly, i shud call him datuk instead of dr.. But since dia kata x kesah aku belasah je le Hehe..

Did i told u that im so bored at home. I can't really move around yet but the boredom is killing me. I got nothing better to do i can even memorize all the cerita melayu bersiri shows..hee lepas ni can eksen to all my staffs.

Dr Aziz said tht i shud appreciate tht we manage to remove all the myomas and yet im ok and my uterus is ok as well. He said i should not take it lightly. The ops that i had earlier is a major operation. mesti dia frust sbb aku mcm didnt value wht he did kot. But i did, im so thankful that i wud still be able to conceive. Dr Aziz told me if im pregnant, i definitely hv to deliver by ceasarian. The uterus is too fragile and too scarring it might rapture.

After ths ops, the thought of going thru ths kind of situation again is really killing me..

Becoming a lady of leisure

I got lots of spare times now that i had to sit at home do nothing..well in medical term "recuperating" but for me sitting down do nothing lor. Before the ops, i had lots of thing in my mind..i already plan what i want to do for 7 weeks sitting at home. I want to knit la, do some cross stitch la etc etc..catch up all things yg arty farty yg dah lama aku tinggalkan.. But plan left as a plan.

Before went for ops, i was so busy..seriously my day was full, all day 7 days/week. Nak finish up all pending works before i hand-over to my colleague yg take over my job, jumpa clients to notify them, nak siapkan rumah lagi..OMG, memang hectic. So at the end, i didnt manage to buy things that i need to implement my plan.. benang tak beli, buku pattern tak beli..so there goes my plan..

what i can do no is really sitting down doing nothing..

For the past 2 days (last week i was in hospital, so it didnt count), my schedule is, wake-up at 7++, lying down on bed until 8++, bath, come down to hv breakfast and call husband. Then watch tv till noon. By 12++ my lunch is ready, had lunch and go back upstair to rest. Till about 5pm when i know everybody will come back home from work.

So la boring. I foresee the routine will continue for another week. Dr advise me not to drive for 2 weeks after the procedure..so by next week, yahooo !!!! at least i can do some light exercise and things.

Ohh.. did i tell you that i'm so good in following pantang. I myself didnt expect it. I drink air gamat and eat sup ikan haruan without a problem on daily basis. I don't even terliur other foods..even masa depa ni dok makan sambal mak aku yg best tu with other lauk2 pun aku tak terliur. Owh, the only time aku terliur is pulut lepa yg mak bawak..yummmm, my mom pulut lepa is the best ok !!

Torture time of my life

Hi..im backkk with vangeance. Huh, konon.

finally i got rid of the fibroid. Now at home for 7 weeks. Mcm nak mati keboringan. Thts wht i meant with torture time of my life.

i hv not update ths space for so long the time just pass thru without i realizing it. Did i told you that i was pregnant finally.. After 7 yrs waiting, it is indeed the most joyous moment in my life. When i saw the tiny heartbeat blinking blinking, nothing else matter. We lost it however, at 11 weeks. Thts when the gynea advise me to remove the fibroids otherwise i wl hv no chance.

i had the ops last week. Today is the day 6 after the ops. The pain is lesser but it still sore at times. Mom is taking care of me with all her pantang yg agak strict. Im lazy to write already, to be continue..

Lady D

i want ths beauty so desperately. It perfectly match all my wardrobes and memang so me... but the price..hmmmm.. still thinking very2 hard..

Not trendy

Semalam i did nonsense thing..All started with my trip to hair salon over the weekend. Saw the stylist rambut tetiba cantik. I mean i visit the salon twice a week tak kan tetiba rambut jadi cantik and panjang kan,, She told me she use hair extension and with that i consider myself sold..hahhaha so yesterday went to hair gallery and got myself one..and my colleague also get herself one..hahahaha

Like my stylist said..nowaday sapa tak ada hair extension is not in trend ler..hah now i'm back to IN again. hola!!

p/s ; cantik ok, even one of our contractor yg not so regular visit us in the office pun can notice..so go figure

I need my weekend

Mesti semua dah boring with my complaint about my works..in fact me myself pun dah bored..bored with this non-stop stressful life. Think now, i almost reach the brain freeze.. dont feel like going to work ths few days and easily get agitated with my staffs..sorry la you guys.

Last friday nite, i received an sms from my big bos at almost midnite..first time in my working life i purposely ignore my boss sms..i received another sms the next day from my 2nd boss..and seriously aku dah promise myself that i will not work over the weekend anymore..i need a life ok..so i simply reply that i dont feel like working ths weekend and i wl do it on monday morning..hah ambik kau..

resultnya ? i dont know. we will see during next year evaluation ok :-)

Stress is not for a person whose broke

I'm broke.. and i'm stress. That's not a good combination trust me ! I only have 2 solutions for stress relief ..either shopping or eat. Since i've gain so much weight i can't go for the latter. That's left me with only option which is to shop.

First i'm so broke since i travel a lot last month. At the same time, balance of deposit for new house and coincidently car insurance and my yearly health insurance dues. hah semuanya due same time..there goes all salary and savings.

Despite my financial distress i just can't stop from visiting shopping complex...Seriously, i'm so stress that i rather skipped lunch and drove out to Gardens or Pavi for a short shopping trip. Thanks to the plastics money though.. I've tried to refrain but now cannot tahan anymore. So for three consecutive days, i've done this nonsense. Short trip or diversion after meetings, in between appointments, lunch break, anything will do. Today i got myself 2 new shoes from Aldo. yesterday since i have a dinner with client, i got myself a new dress from Coast, the day before a suit from Debenham.. New dress for every occasions..boleh gitu.

Good news are 1. my lawyer called and i will get balance of my house sold in another 2 weeks time..that's huge moolah there .. 2. i will get my claim money on this friday..another moolah 3. bonus time is around the corner and lastly i got my husband aka banker that i can always rely on hahahaha

Not shopping trip

Can i do some thrash talking here ? Since ths is my space so sukahati la kan. Just return from Lion city. Ada meeting thr. 2 days meeting with same client. hah amik kau.. Thought ada la masa aku nak pi jalan2 carik barang since now Great Singapore sale but tengok2 hah aku kena buli since go thr with the big bos and 2nd big bos..so lepas dinner with client kena continue buat kerja..bosses pegi berhappening themselve.. mmg nak mengamuk. menyesal tak suruh my assistance datang mlm tu instead of next day for operations discussion.

Only consolation is stay at good hotel and since we are given a good room, so instead of buat kerja kat bilik, can work at executive lounge.

there are more things i want to write but cannot concentrate..itu dua lelaki dalam my house nih tengah terjerit2 tengok bola despite german dah lead 3-0 against argentine.

Hi..

I'm back..it's been so long but this time no excuse..it's all the same ol' same ol' busy at work. Now got time to write since started from last week i'm home early. reason? kena warn by husband..scared ? of course i am.. despite whatever i am, when husband dah gunakan kuasa veto kena la follow.

but 1 thing i am very sure it wont last long..kejap je balik awal ni. i'm so used to finish up everything before i left office now macam terkocoh2 definitely wont last.. but i have to show that i'm making an effort kan..

it is good feeling to have enough rest, time for myself since by 6.30pm i'm already at home. Got time to do many house chores and best thing got time to have enough rest and watch tv and read and cook and now i can continue writing..

tadi boss cakap i kena ikut dia to Singapore. malasnya..i travelled very2 often recently..despite it's all domestics tapi penat giler naik turun airplane. sampai makcik cleaner kat toilet klia pun dah kenal aku hahaha but now great Singapore sale kan..so maybe good time to shop some shoes yg dah lama aku eyeing tapi size dah habis in kl..huh betapa beriya nya semua branch dia aku pi sebab nak jugak yg itu..so nanti i story whether i got it ok.

Have a good day

hahahaha.. i need to start ths entry with a big laugh. previous entry i'm complaining kan.. patang tadi i got an email from my boss. It was decided in the last PDC, (that's a meeting where bossess discuss and decide on staffs things) that they agree to adjust my salary.. and i didn't know that my name is even listed in the PDC..trust me i know everythings about me in ths company..

so this come as a total surprise..a really good surprise. hahahahaha

My life like hell.. rhetorically nya. can't stand it anymore. Thought it's only for few weeks now dah months dah. I'm so busy kat office until balik rumah lambat dah jadi routine..sampai guard pun dah tau.. In fact yesterday when i drop everything at office and left at 5.30, for the sake of my husband yang akan outstation for a week from today, bila sampai rumah about 7, guard pun surprise tengok aku balik awal. huh..

I need a new job. my current earning tak worth with all the time spent at the office. Tapi i plan to stay another 2 years with ths company.. but anyhow, guess it's nothing wrong to check my market value kan.. heh